My extended family...

My family made me who I am… I love my family.. I know for sure…
But then these angels..add on to life… a little thank you note for a family god forgot giving me… yet fate ensured was meant to be


I close my eyes..!!
And block that noise…
No.. the monster’s are out..
He who shouldn’t be named is long gone..
And all the jerks gone too…
There’s no wolf between me and you…

Feels like I am feeling the unheard …
Feeling blown out by winds of unseen…
No voids left.. sorrows seem like they’ve never been…
Everything’s perfect.. Every hue in the correct place…
Those so-called crayons of life.. humbug..!! don’t need your grey streaks..
Just three little piggies and 3 stars to add on…

In no specific order…
I love you all more than anyone else can ever..
And I love it when you scold me for not keeping well…
And when you promise the wolf’s going to hell…
I love it when you correct my jinxed up pronunciations…
And also when you get irritated trying your best not to show..that I am damaged..

And continue this list…
I love you for who you are..and who you’ve made me..
I love it when you sweetheart me when tears come knocking around…
And call them jerks.. those who do not love me…
And I love it when you wake through nights…
Listening to me cry about jerks to teaching me chemistry and maths in graveyard hours..!!

You complete me…
And I love you cause in you I see myself..and hate the fact to core
You’ve been here..listening me curse your very own brother..
And you’ve tried gifting me laughs in the weirdest silly ways…
And you’ve stuck on even after all those insults even on your birthday...
And yet you kept quiet..hiding you pain cause you had to protect me.. and lovedme when I was as silly..as silly can be…

You’ve come now… just entered with a bang…
And I love you for your simple way of life and smile…
And I love your promise of walking beyond the very last mile…
And I love your monster theory..your goodnight chuckle..your shining eyes…
I love your promised future.. I love your idea of our special paradise..
And I love the fact of my need to protect you and be protected by your kiddish guard…

You’ve been here.. without a word all these years…
And I love you..cuase you still stand here..even after all that’s changed…
And I love you cuase you just simply know my needs…
And I love you when you know I won’t ever do anything for you…and yet you never stop expecting…
And I love your tear when for me it sheds…that little rascal gets me back to you piercing through each doubt…
And I love the fear I have of you going away.. and the silent prayer that I get you back like the good ol’ times…

You are my angel.. and there are many more.. who just stay around…
There is one who calls me up when he writes new stuff…
And somehow I know he won’t stay forever..
Yet I love it when he just is unfair to others… like a part of me…

And there’s another one…who just came in recently and went even fast…
I was shocked of how she knew everything about me.. like she had been always there silently…
And I don’t even know why was she here…
Yet I shared a lot… like it was all meant to be this way…

And then the cute new ones.. those who meet me in the school..
and those who spend those little moments with me..when they just somehow bring in warmth...
and then the people.. i never knew i'd ever meet..yet grow so close..
with silly little things connecting us...
And orkut requests of.. “didi I dnt think u knw me..but I knw you”
I love all of you.. cause I dunno why..and I dunno how…
But the scars seem to heal forever now…